I bet we've all felt depression at least once already. If not, then perhaps in the future. Depression can brutally, mentally, torture us. It can cause some people to lie, to inflict pain on yourself or others, and so on.
Some of us, or should I say, all of us, humans, want to be noticed, and want to be important. For that to happen, we either make up lies; even if we really don't mean to, try to get ourselves into dangerous situations; to make people see that we're reckless and 'cool' and all, etc.
Now if this does occur, some of us, feel sorry. Very sorry. We didn't mean for it to happen this way. Now the one thing that I know would hurt them the most, is losing their dear friends. Losing friends, can be like losing family members. I'm sure …Read more >
Last night, I had another dream. I always have dreams, every night, in fact. But this dream... It just made me think for awhile.. Wondering what it means.. If it means anything, that is.
I was alone in this large room, sort of like a court room. There where MANY chairs, perhaps a couple hundred, each with a symbol. Hearts, clubs, spades, diamonds, and new symbols I haven't even seen before. As I was looking around, I heard this voice in my mind. "You are the Black Heart of Peace." I then looked at one specific chair, and it had a black heart carved into it, along with strange, but beautiful, designs around the heart.
I have no idea who or what said it... Or what it could mean... Any ideas? (It was definitely a male voice. And it was also soo…Read more >
Over the last couple of weeks, I have grew more paranoid by the night. I cant barely get sleep anymore, and now Im always exhausted. If I do manage to get some sleep, I keep having dreams of Him, and disturbing images and visions.
As well as paranoia, I keep seeing these horrifying faces and figures. Demonic. They are the specific source of my paranoia. And what makes it worse is that I usually only see them at night, when Im alone, when Im most vulnerable.
Every single time when Im alone, even when it's not night, I feel like Im being watched. It's very unsettling.
Im also sick most of the time, with an unknown sickness. A fever and a headache, most of the time. Sometimes even a bad stomachache, like im going to throw up. Even once, a bloody…Read more >
Everywhere I go, I keep seeing him. In the corner of my eye, in the darkest shadows of my bedroom, behind the trees in the forest. Why is he standing there? I don't know. Is he protecting me? Is he waiting for the right moment to strike? Is he just watching me? Again, I don't know. Every night, I hear a little girl giggling in my home. I hear distorted voices, things moving, and taps and knocks on my window. I see hazy, black mists in my bedroom, black ooze coming from my closet, and shadows moving. When I tell these things to my friends and family, do they believe me? Do they think I'm telling the truth and that I'm still sane? No. No, they don't. But why? I don't know. If life becomes a nightmare, you can't wake up from it. There's no es…Read more >
I'll post many Slenderman dreams, but this is my first one I ever had of him. Here it is:
I was in my basement with my friends and family, talking. Suddenly, I got this strange feeling that I should walk into anouther room, alone. I walked into the next room, and Slenderman was standing there, staring at me. He started to walk away, and I got anouther feeling. It felt like I trusted him, and I wanted to obey him. So I started to walk away with him, and that's the end of my first dream.
What could this dream mean? If it means anything, that is.Read more >